Friday, May 10, 2013

My breastfeeding journey towards the end.......

Assalammualaikum.....

Still remember yg kt fully breastfeeding mother? Erm dh sgt lama x membebel pasal breastfeeding. Alhamdulillah rezeki Ziqri masih ada dan Allah masih mengurniakan kekuatan kepada kt untuk meneruskan usaha ini. 

It is hard, but not impossible

Phrase yg kt boleh kaitkan dengan fully breastfeeding. Yes it is hard but it is not impossible. InsyaAllah with doa n support from ur family it is possible. Ziqri dah pun berusia 1 tahun 8 bulan. Tinggal lg 4 bulan untuk kt mencapai target which is nk menyusukan Ziqri SEKURANG KURANGNYA sehingga 2 tahun. 

Selama tempoh ni terlalu banyak cabaran di mana susu up n down. Ziqri sometimes over menyusu. Sampai stok dlm fridge cukup-cukup makan je ;(..... It is not easy bile u balik rumah n then Mak or Along akan tanye susu dah xde ke??? kenapa makin sikit??? Ziqri x puas menyusu..... Mmg emotionally disturb everytime org tanye soklan mcm tu. Terpaksa jugak mengaku yg yes susu dah makin sikit. I dont know why. Maybe i need to increase pumping session (which is diff when u are working) or do i need to do power pumping again. What i can say is 'i will try my best. InsyaAllah'.  

Towards the end, my susu decrease so much. For example i will pump at 6am, 10am, 130pm n 630pm. Previously kt boleh dapat 4oz, 5oz, 3.5oz and 4oz. But now i only can get 3.5oz, 3.5oz, 2oz and 3.5oz. Hurm dari segi kuantiti terang2 mmg susu xcukup tuk cover Ziqri punya keperluan dari kol 7am-6pm. So kt akan pump sekali lagi sebelum tidur which is around 1030pm tuk top up mana yg x cukup. Kalau dulu kt bg Ziqri around 3.5-4oz tuk sekali menyusu, sekarang cume mampu 3-3.5oz saja. Nasib baik skrg Ziqri dh boleh makan sume benda so InsyaAllah cukup. Mcm yg sume org tau, after 1 year susu ibu juz tuk top up nutrient saja, majority nutrient dapat dr makanan die. 

My opinion, kt berjaya menyusukan Ziqri smpi skrg walaupun susah sbb kt ada seorg suami yg sgt2 membantu. Menjadi org yg beri kt semangat waktu susu down. Selalu lepas pump die akan setelkan everything like isi susu2 dlm botol, tulis label, basuh pupm aksesori n simpan dlm fridge. Kerja kt juz pump susu je. Alhamdulillah i have such a good husband. Without him i dont think i can be strong untill now. 

Before i end my post, kt harap korang sume doakan kt tuk terus berusaha. Another 4 months. I will try.....

kekuatan

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