I juz want to be wif him

30/3/12 Papadeh officially habis kursus DPA. Alhamdulillah....

Kalau nk mintak kt  cerita pengalaman  selama 6 bulan Papadeh kursus, mmg bnyk yg sedih dr hepy. Selama 6 bulan yg lepas hidup kt agak berterabur, selama ni Papadeh mmg jd planner in our marriage life. So bile die xde kehidupan mmg terumbang ambing since kt bukan good planner. 

Jumpe pun sekali sekala, kadang2 secara illegal  . Mmg ssh nk teruskan hidup bile kt terlalu bergantung kat hb. But this is who i am. Someone that really attached to my husband. Yes kt mmg too dependent dkt Papadeh since ktorg couple lg. Nk g mane2 sume Papadeh bawak. Rindu mmg xyah nk cakap lah kan. Sgt sgt rindu ok. Tiap kali rindu kt akan kiz baju terakhir yg Papadeh pakai before pergi kursus (masam ok). 

Good side about being separated wif him is i learn how to be strong n independent a bit. Ckit je kot belajarnye. Haha.....antaranye kt berjaya drive g PD, Kluang juz tuk melawat Papadeh. 'kt mmg xkan drive klu xpernah pergi tmpt tu' but tuk Papadeh kt kuatkan semangat gak. Ok r gak kan, atleast ade improvement. 

Last week ktorg dpt jd normal parents to IMZ. Able to see him play, sleep, eat...together without thinking of 'kena balik INTAN before kol 12am'. I am very hepy last week. Hampir terlupa kt adalah isteri kepada someone yg kerja die selalu outstation.  Last Tuesday Papadeh msg dr office to inform me that he will be outstation for 5 days starting today until monday. No weekend for me this week. Hurm..... I feel sad but nothing i can do rite? Redha redha redha.....  

I JUZ WANT TO BE WIF HIM EVERY SECONDS. I LOVE TO ATTACH WIF HIM. 

BOLEH X JGN AMIK DIE.......